What do you do with old sermons? That was a question I
faced a year ago when I retired. For more than forty years I had carried from
pastorate to pastorate and then to service as an executive presbyter my old
sermons. Some were hand written, some produced on a standard typewriter, some
on and IBM Selectric, some on a Commodore 64 computer and dot matrix printer,
some on an IBM 8088 computer, some on a Tandy “laptop,” some on various
generations of computers and programs such as WordPerfect and Word. There was
an interesting study in the technological develop of my sermon stockpile.
Very seldom did I go back and “recycle” any of the old
sermons. Once in a while, I would go back and look for an illustration or line
of thinking related to a particular text. I know, in today’s practice of homiletics
using a manuscript is frowned upon, but for the vast majority of my preaching
efforts I had a full manuscript on the pulpit. It might have been interesting
to do a study on the development of my theology through the use of the old
sermons. That would have been a task for somebody else. One of the reasons I
did not “recycle” the old sermons is frankly some of them were not worth
preaching the first time. A second reason was the situation of myself,
individuals, the congregations, the world was different every time the
lectionary texts cycled around. A third reason for not recycling the old
sermons was I needed to struggle again with the texts.
What then do you do with file drawers full of old sermons
which were arranged with dividers for the books of the Bible depending on the
primary text for a particular sermon? During my last week in the office, I
gathered all the sermons into two large, and almost too heavy, garbage bags. I
loaded them in my car; drove to the recycling center; dumped them all in the
office paper bin. When I had told others what I had done some gasped in
disbelief. “How could you?”
I did much the same with my library which had been a
source of comfort and assurance that I was a literate person. Instead of
dumping the books in a recycle bin, I carted box upon box to the Catholic
Student Center at the nearby university for their annual book sale. I kept a
few of the books. One cannot be void of a library of some sort, at least I
cannot.
Getting rid of the old sermons and volumes from my library
were acts of acknowledging an end to a particular portion of my life. I have
not regretted the purging actions. Oh, there are a couple of the books I now
wished I had kept, for sentimental reasons, if nothing else.
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